Barren to Fruitful

With the loss of my Son, there have been many things in my life that have not been as they were when he was here. Expected, right? Yes,unfortunately it is expected.

There's a new normal my life was thrashed into when he was taken from me. One, was to learn how to live without him. What parent does that? Two, except that I'm not going to get him back here on earth. That's a hurtful pain that can't be explained.

Thankfully enough I have a relationship with GOD and HE has kept HIS Hand on my life enabling me to continue to move forward, grabbing a hold of things that I'd let fall by the wayside, and, breathe life into them again. 

Death is for the dead, not the living. My Son is dead physically, alive in Spirit. I'm alive physically and spiritually so there is work to do. My physical life is barren of my Son, yet my spirit is full of him. I can't stop living. I have to continue to move forward.

I encourage all of you not to allow a Loved One's death to stop you from living a life of abundance. Yes its hard to live without them, some days may be tougher than others, but you can get through them. 

I further encourage you to find ways, resources, and means of getting and pulling yourself through. Not for them, unfortunately they're gone, pull through and live for yourself. They wouldn't want you to live preparing for death. Live life as you are.......alive. #thatsurthurty